Today I'm scared, I'm tired, I'm sad, I'm depressed and I'm a mess inside, but I'm going to fight, because I have to. It's my life, not a game. I have to focus on me, on my life, because nothing matters. Nothing at all. If I want to feel happy again, first I need time for me and for the ones I love. I need to face the problems of the world out there and I prove to those who judge or hate me that I'm stronger than that, I can deal with that and I'm good enough to deserve what I have and what I want. I can't continue this way, not at all. Fuck everything. It's my life. My life and here there's no second chances. No second opportunities. Just one. I need to take it and go. A new year started and I have to enjoy my time. I don't care about anything else, just me, my family and true friends, my happiness and their happiness. I can't stay here, crying and criticizing my life. I can't continue doing this. I have such a good life and I'm going to enjoy it. with no excuses, no lies. I need me.
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